"The 11th"

The first time
I fainted and fell down on the floor after donated blood

But I was okay after donate blood
That was just because of the "slope"
It proved that can't do exciting exercise after donated blood

The first time
Called the ambulance
Not me, but for me!
Cuz I fainted on the floor when arrived at my working place

I am so sorry
To every colleague and the first aiders
For disturbed them and wasted their time to help me
And thank you all...

It's okay!
That was a really good experience to me
Cuz I didn't try these damn things
No problem!

mm...
My next time will be on 25th of March in 2010
I'm not scraed
And I will insist to be the donor

Cheers!

"The 22nd..."

"Being family..."

You know, Live is really really complicated
How's a person being in a family?

I almost lost my memories and feelings of living in a family
Please! Don't leave me too far!

How do I live in this family?
What idendity should I be?
How can I do the best for my family?

It's really hard!

My dad made the dessert for me tonight
I heard something...
I heard something when he was making dessert in the kitchen...

You know, the image of my dad for me is tough and.... EVERYTHING

I'm crying for... My dad who cries for my mum
Yes, my dad showed his fragilty
That I don't wanna see

I don't wanna see the sadness from anybody!

I know, indeed!
I know what I am worrying about...
Is... Knowing more and more about my family and myself
Because I've just known too much about myself
I know myself very well
And it's true what my friend said that I just do not want to face the truth
And know the fact!

Yes, I am!
I'm just afraid of knowing  the truth and answer
That's why I avoid!

Why the world is so cruel?

Does anything let me feel good?
Can anyone give me a hug?
Can the world give me love?

Could anyone take the sadness out of the world?

"Living to love you" Sarah Connor

Uuuh Hey Heey...

All we had was just one summer
Two lovers strolling in the park
But like they say, the world keeps turning
As the leaves were falling
We should fall apart

Now im waiting for the winter
To build my castle out of ice
And deep inside is massive building
There's a crystal lake
Of all the tears I've cried

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So Baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart and do what I do
Cause I'm living to love you
I'm living to love you

When you're gone it's not forever
Cause you're remaining in my heart
So tell me why I feel this aching
Every time I think of you
When we're apart

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So Baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart and do what I do
I'm living to love you, yes

I admit that from time to time
I'm feeling insecure and think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't let it show, no, oh no no no noo no
I don't think I'll ever understand
That our love should never have a happy end
So I'm really gonna try my best
To let you know... (to let you know, whoooa...)

Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true (I've been knowing it's true)
I'm living to love you (I've been living to love you)
So Baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, do what I do

When the final day comes
I know the angels, they will see my smile
And if they wanna know the reason
I will tell them why...

Baby for all my life, ooh yes
I'm living to love you

 "How do I live" Trisha Yearwood

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life

Without you
Thered be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I dont know what I would do
Id be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby coz you know your everything good in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live

How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....